i was thinking of locking myself up....in a room , sleeping endlessly, knowing nothing, knowing not the world is changing,not at all, sleeping in own tears , doing and staring the light from the window, hugging my legs and let the tears roll down , through my cheeks, let the nose run like that, have my very own table full of blank papers to be draw, everything is this interesting novels ,drawin'...spacing...walk to wherever i want to, not caring how dangerous is the world was....no.....not.........thank you for callin' me ...i cry in front of the computer later on, with my nose running, red, tears rollin' uncontrollable...covering myself with the hair of mine, somewhere of mine was weak till unable to talk much not even "...em" or "Ah" "Oohh..." ....whatever...June-chan got The Black Tulip an'i'm askin' er to sell it to me, very much,thanks,....now even my lips is........saliva comin'? XD ehehehh`~

i enjoy the silence durin the phone call, it kinda ....give me a nice small time knowing you didn't just hang the phone up but waiting for me to answer your question.....sorry, i'm freaking hell tired of karangans....

my sis keep pullin' my hair and i let her do so instead of fighting back...i hate to fight back,i hate to....i sang while she's pullin' ,i chat with June in msn while she's still doing the thing, while i'm thinking the consequence , : I got a new hairstyle, with a big bang hole behind my head, no hair growin' over there, it's an empty place with hair around..lol! XD and everyone will be lookin' at me! going to be the new news in KCM!!!!!

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......sigh.....still got 1 more to go,stupid [link].shoot.mamade~long run there....hakhak!!!XD

anyway, i'll be bring spice cookies back there in school, that i specially made them for the small tea party of white and pink over FIshy's house...owww...drumset, i wanna touch it!
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Dreamlanders, Final Fantasy Tactics Advance, The Black Tulip, Meeting at There...

Here I come , I 'll never die unless I finish one of those comic, it's in my mind!! Go gogo~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!